Record Of a Rebel

Silent waiting time
Without realizing it I counted beats seconds elapsed
I hope his husky voice was heard again
But maybe I've been away from the mosque
...
Since I left
Ask will they always be approached
Are they waiting there
Or laugh hope I did not come back?

Why I can not entirely pessimistic on them?
Is it because I still hope tuk presumed to exist?
Orsip the world because it is too long
Makes me insensitive? Numb?

Not the slightest thought of challenging the law of God
I just do not want too be judged
Step wrong, I know one way
I just tried to run after a dream

If my death should not decide for yourself
at least
Let me be in this world that I put myself

I know the wrong road, wrong step
sorry, let me take that decision